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Dear Brian,
When you read this, you'll probably notice that I'm not at home, nor at yours or wherever we both were most of the time. But, although you can't see me, I'm sure of it that I'm right next to you, rubbing your back gently as you read this. I know this is going to hurt you, and believe me when I say I really didn't mean to… but I couldn't go on anymore. I just couldn't stand the pain, the torture, the way they always bullied us… or should I say… me.
You were the first one I really trusted, Brian. You were the first one I could laugh with, the first one I could tell my secrets too. And I did tell you a lot of secrets. I found it really hard to tell you the biggest one, that I was gay and that I loved you. I thought you were going to end our friendship and never wanted to see me again, but instead of all that, you kissed me. You just kissed me and told me you loved me too. I've never been so happy Brian, never.
But things started to change after that. Of course, I was happy we finally got together, but guys on school started to bully me even more. I remember I cried almost every day. I ran home, up to my bedroom and cried, cried a lot. I didn't want you to know, but in the end you found out and you were worried about me. I said I was going to be fine, and I am right now. I'm sure I'm in peace right now.
I'm also sure I'm missing you, Brian. The way you held me, the way you smiled at me and the way you kissed me. I'm sure I'm missing the way you love me. But baby, please, don't forget about me, and absolutely don't cry about it. Of course, you'll be sad, but please… I hate to see you cry. One day we'll meet again, I'm sure of that. Remember that I'll be by your side until then.
Before you go looking for me, please, look in my drawer next to my bed. There's a little box in it. It's for you, only for you. I want you to wear what's inside, I'll feel glad if you do.
Thanks for everything Brian, I love you so much.
I'm sure you'll move on eventually.
Love you and I'll miss you,
Zacky.
PS.
I'm sorry I broke your heart right now...
When you read this, you'll probably notice that I'm not at home, nor at yours or wherever we both were most of the time. But, although you can't see me, I'm sure of it that I'm right next to you, rubbing your back gently as you read this. I know this is going to hurt you, and believe me when I say I really didn't mean to… but I couldn't go on anymore. I just couldn't stand the pain, the torture, the way they always bullied us… or should I say… me.
You were the first one I really trusted, Brian. You were the first one I could laugh with, the first one I could tell my secrets too. And I did tell you a lot of secrets. I found it really hard to tell you the biggest one, that I was gay and that I loved you. I thought you were going to end our friendship and never wanted to see me again, but instead of all that, you kissed me. You just kissed me and told me you loved me too. I've never been so happy Brian, never.
But things started to change after that. Of course, I was happy we finally got together, but guys on school started to bully me even more. I remember I cried almost every day. I ran home, up to my bedroom and cried, cried a lot. I didn't want you to know, but in the end you found out and you were worried about me. I said I was going to be fine, and I am right now. I'm sure I'm in peace right now.
I'm also sure I'm missing you, Brian. The way you held me, the way you smiled at me and the way you kissed me. I'm sure I'm missing the way you love me. But baby, please, don't forget about me, and absolutely don't cry about it. Of course, you'll be sad, but please… I hate to see you cry. One day we'll meet again, I'm sure of that. Remember that I'll be by your side until then.
Before you go looking for me, please, look in my drawer next to my bed. There's a little box in it. It's for you, only for you. I want you to wear what's inside, I'll feel glad if you do.
Thanks for everything Brian, I love you so much.
I'm sure you'll move on eventually.
Love you and I'll miss you,
Zacky.
PS.
I'm sorry I broke your heart right now...
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Quickie...
I'M SORRY THAT I KILLED HIM OKAY D:
DIDN'T MEAN TO D:
Sorry, I just... was in the mood to write something like this..
Don't you just hate homophobia?
Uggh...
Brian ~ (Me) Himself
Zacky ~ Himself
Story ~ Me
I'M SORRY THAT I KILLED HIM OKAY D:
DIDN'T MEAN TO D:
Sorry, I just... was in the mood to write something like this..
Don't you just hate homophobia?
Uggh...
Brian ~ (Me) Himself
Zacky ~ Himself
Story ~ Me
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zacky and brian got a connection.. Zacky from a7x(rythm guitarist), and brian(nick named 'synyster gates') from a7x too..